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Tales of the naked city, from a Las Vegas dancer.


March 20, 2009 · 4:42 PM

I’m taking a licking, but can I keep ticking?

By Justice

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Stripping is absolutely disgusting sometimes. While dancing for yet another random man, I got nauseated and disgusted by what I was doing. I am much more desensitized to gross stuff than almost anyone I know. In fact, I can think of maybe one or two people I know who are at my level of desensitization. People who have basically no gag reaction or stirred emotions when encountering gross stuff. For many strippers, the ability to become desensitized to sexual contact is a result of prior abuse. It’s the ability to go somewhere else in your head when things that you physically experience are too much to bear, too much to accept.

For the most part, a lap dance is only physical labor to me. When you think about it though, it’s a highly affectionate and sexual form of contact with a stranger. An erect penis presses against your barely clothed vagina. It pushes into your pelvis and grinds against your most sensitive spots. Maybe it’s normal to be freaked out. It’s normal to have a connection with your body.

The worst thing isn’t even the hard penis. It’s getting licked. I am so grossed out when I have my back towards a customer during a lap dance and the bastard licks me. When I’ve gone somewhere else in my head, when the only thing that bothers me is the pain from the high heels or the horrible Nickelback song on the speakers, a lick will remind me that this job is disgusting and I’d wish I wasn’t there. I’d wish I was anywhere else.

This level of disgust is a recent thing for me. It might just be a phase or a few days of bad mood. It might be that sobriety is really setting in. I used to laugh off gross stuff. People have ejaculated while I was dancing for them and it never bothered me. The bouncer would joke with me, “maybe you can beat your time,” when I would bring a new guy into the VIP room. I need to toughen up or get out.

5 Comments So Far

I love your blogs girl, but at the end of the night you gotta be able to face yourself in the mirror.

Posted by: WhatEverMakesYouHappy on 3/21/09 at 2:21 a.m. (Suggest removal)

I dont know if u ever read my comments but thats the kind of blog i was hoping you'd right for men and for others because stripping is not just fast money ... It can be draining phyically and emotionally, mentally ...

Form my experience lotos of girls as a result of prior abuse hate it and hate men or have very little selfconfidence and not mucg sexual,affectionate capacity...

With my girlfriend who was a dancer this is what happened ... Im as sweet as it comes but in the end it was not enough and she did love me but could no express iin acts or say it ... Financial struggle made her stay in the club and made less money than other girls because of her attitude and wld hardly ever accept bad behaviour form guys ...

I feel guilty in the end but i did my best with her, for 3 years i was there for her as a friend, then boyfriend to listen to her make her laugh,cuddle, take her out on dates compliment her in a sincere way but there was a lot to overcome and it was a difficult fight against everything she had gone through but hopefully with time and things in perspective she will know or rember im a good person who tried hard ...

Hang on justice !!! IT will get better !

Posted by: natkingcolebasket on 3/21/09 at 2:58 a.m. (Suggest removal)

I hope you keep on stripping. There are few enough good dancers out there, and I have on the list of Things To Do Before the Undertaker Comes, see the fabulous Justice herself. Nonetheless, whether you keep it up or not, please don't stop writing. This is on a par with "Strip City" by Lily Burana and is the first thing I look for after I check my e-mail.

Posted by: rrbill on 3/21/09 at 1:51 p.m. (Suggest removal)

maybe you are getting closer to the end? who knows......but at least you are honest......and I love reading your blog girl! ;-)

Posted by: MG on 3/25/09 at 6:35 p.m. (Suggest removal)

I just found your blog! Awesome!

You do need to set your own limits, if you don't like something tell him to stop, but do it in a funny joking way.

Usually I say something like "How's it taste? My husband came all over me right there before I came into work tonite"

That usually makes them stop licking.

Posted by: StripandGrowRich on 4/5/09 at 3:53 p.m. (Suggest removal)

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